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Thursday, June 25, 2009

A little something to lighten up my mood

This song really lifts up my spirit even higher!

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Recalling a quote that I have learnt.

The year 2009 have really reinforced what I have said three years ago.

This quote was made from May 2006.

"When I need something, even if I do not want it, I will fight for it. When I want something, but no longer need it, I will let it go."

What I need:
truth, freedom, beauty, love, courage, hope and peace. These seven qualities of life kept me going.

What I want:
chastity, temperance, charity, diligence, patience, kindness, humility.

What drives you humans to live on?
lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, wrath, envy and pride.

Think about it.

As long as there are people who think that life is a game, these mindsets will never change.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009


Seriously, it has never been happy. Not yet, anyway.

Thankfully, I'm having a day-off from the usual routine.

Without further ado, here are my plans for the "Lonely Birthday".

First up, go get my FREE meal at nEbO Hub.

Next, go to Ben & Jerry's to get me some FREE Ice Cream Cone.

Then, go get my FREE Birthday Play Value from Zone-X.

And maybe, just maybe, either watch a movie or sing karaoke. ALONE. Since nobody bothered to greet me "Happy Birthday" anyway.

That will be all for now.

Akado Kogane

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Reminiscing Primary School Life and My History

I am having some spare time today. Still working on major stuff in my life currently, but yeah, I decided to jot this down.

Anyway, I met up with my primary school friends in a small but memorable reunion dinner. That meeting seriously woke me up that I do have true friends back in the day. In fact, they are even more true than those typical local people. Enough of that. Story is too long and I want to keep this blog post short.

Looking back at my life, I do have my fair share of life from a "happy-go-lucky" guy to an "emo-driven with a vendetta" sort of guy and now "the hyper-romantic guy with a sense of discipline, justice and commitment".

In fact, the truth about me is that I am in the pursuit of the following:
Truth, Freedom, Beauty, Love, Courage, Hope and Peace.

While some of you think that I am childish and such, I am actually more experienced than anyone can ever imagine.

Try having these and live for 21 years with them:
-Avoidant personality disorder
-Schizoid personality disorder
-Autism spectrum disorders

I did and I must say I have win against the likes of those "normal people" who take their lives for granted. Even to the extent of taking what they like for granted. These people will never go far beyond the sun. Even if they have spent their whole lives on the things that they do best, they will not go far without compassion and wit.

The golden rule for those who want to deal with me, never ever make a lone wolf mad, for he is stronger, more aggressive and far more dangerous than the average wolf that is a member of a pack.

Akado Kogane

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

A Rant On The So-Called Friends (And Some Fanboy Issue)

Have you ever felt something like a dagger being thrusted into your back multiple times by multiple number of people? That's what exactly how I feel for the past few weeks.

To be honest and in good faith, this is starting to bother me too much.

If only I heeded that advice, that is to not to get too professionally involve with them, these trivial things wouldn't have happened.

I mean it when I say that I have regretted joining a community in which I am prepared to be a fan of.

Anyway, just a low-down on what my naive brain is registering for the community.

Firstly, it was a community that is made by fans for fans. Gradually, it became a stiff upper lip and starting to involve some professional aspects to it. And now, it became something in which I was not able to recognise anymore.

Where is the "for fans by fans" mindset gone to? Down the drain? Vanish into thin air?

Where is the love?

Now, my mind has really gotten a cruel wake-up call. And I have learnt it the hard way.

One could not count on a community forever.

So what if it is successful? Where was the passion that I used to recognise from them? Why are they evolving into workaholics who wants fame and fortune type of monsters?

As I type in this entry, I realised that one can't be a fanboy forever.

One has to think for themselves and one must make the ultimate sacrifice, even if it means having to give up the community in which he like to do the stuff that the community offers.

Now, don't take this personally, but I have no choice but to stop relying on the community for things that they will keep continuing to deny me of.

Looks like I have to take the other path instead.

-Finish NS
-Go for broke to study in a private university part-time (while juggling full-time work)
-Have enough money and documentations to get the f*** out of this place
-And then, settle down, have kids, work to build up a joint-venture

That will be all for now.

I apologise if I sounded harsh, but this is what I truly feel from the bottom of my heart.

Akado Kogane

P.S. I don't hate you guys personally. I just hate what you guys have become. I no longer know what you guys are anymore.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

1 Month Done, 23 Months to Go!!

Yeah, it's been a month since I last wrote an entry.

Anyway, here it goes:

How's NS life so far? So-so.

At least I have learn so much during my time there.

And yeah, it is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to learn something new.

I know that it is a mundane way of putting things, but that's how I truly feel.

Now, on to the more important stuff:

My best friend (Taxman) is currently in a personal crisis at the moment. His dad has not been well recently and I hope that he could get well soon, for my friend's sake.

Please pray for safety.

That is all for now.

As for the rant on a few things, it will be on the next entry. I just don't want to pollute this entry.

And yeah, I do miss my Yunku-chan a lot. Love ya lots, dear!

Akado Kogane
(previously known as Alucard Yamada)

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Home Sweet Home, I will miss you...

It will be about 35 hours to enlistment as I key in this entry.


And yeah, I love you, my little Yunku-chan!

The second thing that I would like to say is that, I would definitely miss being a civilian for 2 years.

And one more thing, the Music Corner will be on a long HIATUS.

Don't worry, I still have a song up for dedication.

It is such a beautiful song.

Hope that you can enjoy it.

Alucard Yamada

P.S. Here's the song:


Sunday, March 8, 2009

Vampire Name Generator

I found something interesting, thanks to my Yunku-chan!

Anyway, here it goes:

1st Name: Adam Ali

The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:
Jack Raven
Known in some parts of the world as:
Belatucadrus of The Flesh
The Great Archives Record:
A sensual one who knows the flesh - and knows the blood.

2nd Name: Akado Yamada

The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:
Armand Bourignon
Known in some parts of the world as:
Mazal Tov of Wallachia
The Great Archives Record:
Died and rose again in the name of eternal love.

3rd Name: Jake Cena

The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:
Uriel Arnauld
Known in some parts of the world as:
Zeus of The Steely Moon
The Great Archives Record:
A child of the Moon Goddess - Cold, determined, but of the light in the night.

4th Name: Rick Taylor

The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:
Will Pope
Known in some parts of the world as:
Seducer of Seducers
The Great Archives Record:
Beautiful and alluring - hiding great power, great danger.

5th Name: Alucard Yamada

The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:
Armand Bourignon
Known in some parts of the world as:
Mazal Tov of The Flesh
The Great Archives Record:
A sensual one who knows the flesh - and knows the blood.

WOW! True for all for some reason.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Rough but good week


The photoshoot is completed.

The Gundam Movie Marathon is attended.

And now, just some updates regarding what I do during the week.

Just recently completed "BioHazard: Gun Survivor" on the PS1.

I might do a review on it.

And here's the pictorial proof of my hard work:


Rank B with no continues.

I know I suck, but who cares? It's just a game.

Anyway, that is all for now.

Alucard Yamada

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

My Character's Theme Song


I have finally selected a suitable song for my character, Rick Taylor (Rider 1).

Just in case you were wondering who is Rick Taylor:

Profile of Rider 1
Portrayed by Akado Yamada

NAME (OFFICIAL): Rick Taylor
MODE OF COMBAT: Tae-Kwon-Do and Boxing
BIRTHDAY: April 21st 1988
HEIGHT: 5'8" (173 cm)
WEIGHT: 140 lbs (64 kg)
HOBBY: Playing music
PERSONAL TREASURES: His lifelong love interest (Yunku Sakuranbo), his motorcycle (Cyclone I)
FORTE IN SPORTS: Soccer and Basketball

And here's the PV of the song.

If you want to watch it, simply pause the music corner to enjoy the video in proper.


Alucard Yamada

P.S. The song is "GHOST" by Gackt

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Minor Updates

Alright, I have made some changes to my blog.

And yeah, I will do more activities over the week.

At least I won't be so bored as the previous weeks.

And yeah, enlistment is a few weeks away! I'm so nervous.

That will be all for now.

Alucard Yamada

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

I'm on a roll!


I know this is old news, but I am now guaranteed to start up my own music production.

But before I can be an independent one, I'll have to make sure that I play my part for the forums that I am currently in.

That will be all for now.

Alucard Yamada

Sunday, February 8, 2009


I just got the letter for National Service.

So, I will be enlisting sooner than expected.

That is the bad news.

The good news is that I will still make room for plans ahead.

I really need to prioritize myself and my loved ones in order to achieve more value.

So, that's about it.

Alucard Yamada

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Wishing for a late intake

Hi guys, long time no talk.

Just some minor update regarding a few things.

First of all, I know the time range for my enlistment.

Hopefully I get a late intake. The reasons will be unknown for now.

So, see you later!

Take care!

Alucard Yamada

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Fighting for the wrong side??? And some humanitarian issues...

OK. This issue still bugs me then, and it continued bugging me now. But I won't dwell on it too much. I'm just taking a not-so-personal point of view.

Anyway, what was I promised? I was promised something by a company.

However, 3 months later:

What have I given? More work, more time, more play.

What did I receive? MORE BULLSHIT!

Seriously, this is already crossing the freaking line!

You know what? Majorities don't always win.

You may have 10 normal employees, but you are missing out on 1 who have gone through more bullshit than those 10.

I've had it with such hypocrites. They do not deserve a martial dignity of human beings.

As I said, this is not personal. This means business. And many businesses rise and fall just like that.

So I'm gonna end my rant here. Hope that some people can wake up their ideas and know about what on Earth is going on with the world.

The world is sick. It is up to us to fix it. No matter how small our contributions are. If each of ourselves help out bit by bit, there will be a difference.

It is time for a change, ladies and gentlemen.

As we all know it.

Alucard Yamada

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Hope For The Future

Yeah, hopefully I will get the job.

Seriously, I need to get started on a decent job. I can't be seen lazing around all day. It's time I need to do something about my own welfare.

Anyway, I've recently dug up good games to play. I might be reviewing the games for "The Ultimate Media Freak". It's high time I should add game reviews to the blog.

So, this is it.

Hope you have a good 2009.

Alucard Yamada

Saturday, January 3, 2009

My First Blunder of 2009!

Crap! Just when I thought it wouldn't happen again.

And so it did!

How I am so careless as to let myself sleep through a conversation again!

Things like this normally doesn't happen. But it happened when I just get to give some encouragement to Yunku-chan.

I'm so sorry, Yunku-chan. I'll be even more careful next time. I'll try my best to stay up more.

Alucard Yamada
a.k.a. Akado-kun

Thursday, January 1, 2009

...2009 begins with a BANG!

OK! Let's all start with a big bang for the year 2009! YAY!


Anyway, going on topic, here's some of my new year resolutions for the year 2009!

1) REALLY Need to buck up on my social life.
2) Have my girlfriend to visit Singapore soon.
3) Survive National Service in one piece.
4) REALLY Maintain my friendships with people.
5) Manage my own music production.
6) Complete "爆走戦隊 DASHRANGER" and "仮面ライダー軍隊" (written form) by end of 2009
7) Get to cosplay as the following characters for that year:
a) Superboy (Teen Titans)
b) Ryu (Street Fighter)
c) Seiya (Saint Seiya)

And yeah, as for the video issues, I might have to change my video service to another. IF YouTube decides to do such stunt again!

That is all for now. Have a happy and safe 2009!

Alucard Yamada