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Monday, December 31, 2007

Reflections of 2007

Bottomline: It is normal. Not so good, not so bad. It has basically 2 sides to everything.

Anyway, just to review what I have wrote for my resolutions for 2007.

I will personally grade them.

1) To have a girlfriend - BORDERLINE PASS
2) To start up a rock band - FAILED
3) To start up a Tokusatsu Club in NYP - FAILED
4) To NOT make any enemies this year - FAILED
5) To love somebody to the fullest - (??? Why did I write this for?)
6) To live life to the fullest - (??? Why did I write this for?)
7) To survive all 365 days of 2007 - (??? Why did I write this for?)

Anyway, if you want to know what my resolutions for 2008 are, you have to wait for 24 hours more!

Until then, see ya!

From,
Alucard Yamada

Monday, December 24, 2007

Season's Greetings

To all fellow people out there, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Anyway, Just feeling bored at the moment. Still NO PSP, NO PS3. I'm just an ordinary guy with ordianry stuff, but that's OK. At least I still have happiness.

OK, I'll stop here for now.

Will be back when I'm back.

From,
Alucard Yamada

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Tagged once again! LOL!

Crap! I am tagged by my friend.

Oh well, might as well get it over and done with.

Would you prefer to..
[1] Lose a lover, or love a loser?
Ans: Love a loser, cause the loser will eventually be a winner!

[2] Smoke pot, or drink beer?
Ans: Drink Beer. That's what I do best!

[3] Run two miles straight, or walk eight miles?
Ans: Walk 8 miles while enjoying the view.

[4] Go to the beach, or have a milkshake?
Ans: Have milkshake.

[5] Laugh when nobody else is, or not laugh when everyone else is?
Ans: Laugh when nobody else is.

[6] Drink ten cans of soda at once, or never drink soda again?
Ans: Drink 10 cans of soda at once!

[7] Have your pants ripped, or get thrown in a trash can?
Ans: Pants ripped.

[8] Kiss someone you don’t like or, kiss someone who doesn’t like you?
Ans: KISS SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T LIKE ME! HAHAHA!

[9] Not take a bath for a week or, take a bath in a lake?
Ans: Take a bath in a lake.

[10] Be an only child or have five brothers?
Ans: Have five brothers, so can form the "Dragon 5"

[11] Cry in front of 5,000 strangers, or cry in front of your whole school?
Ans: Cry in front of 5000 strangers.

[12] Be able to rewind time or, see the future?
Ans: Rewind time.

[14] Die the day after the best day of your life, or live to be ninty?
Ans: Live to be ninety

[15] Go skydiving or, go scuba diving?
Ans: Skydiving!

[16] Be loved by one person, or have ten people who like you?
Ans: Be loved by one person

[17] Be fat and pretty or skinny and ugly?
Ans: Skinny and ugly. Cause I am one now.

[18] Love and lose or, never love at all?
Ans: Never love at all.

BASICS

Name: Adam Alucard "Akado" Yamada 「山田赤土」”アダム・アルカード”
High school: Henderson Secondary School
Elementary: Zhangde Primary School
Favorite drink: Root Beer
Favorite fruit: Apple
Favorite season: Winter
LAST Talked to: James
Shower: This afternoon.
Watched: The Golden Compass

HAVE YOU...

Ever cried over a girl/boy: Yes...

Been arrested: No, but I am the one doing the arresting!

Ever had a friend die: Yes.

Ever used a gun: Yes.

Ever finished a puzzle: Yes.

Ever got beaten up: Yes.

Ever hated someone: Yes.

Ever made a huge mistake: Yes.

Ever jogged a mile: Yes. In fact, more than that!

Ever broken someones heart: NO WAY!

NUMBERS

Favorite number(s): 1, 3, 6, 9, 15 and 24.

PICK ONE

Blue or Red?: Red

Spring or Autumn?: Spring

RANDOM

Do you speak any other language: Besides English and Malay, I speak Japanese, German and Russian.

Wanting to see someone?: Yes. And her name is サマンサ. Sorry, can't reveal her name in English. :P

How old do you look: I look like in my late 20s.

How old do you act: As if I'm having a mid-life crisis.

Do you have any pets?: Fishes

Sunday, December 16, 2007

There will be a Bloody... err... White Christmas this year (I Hope)

To Ms. SOMEBODY named Aralc: Last Christmas, I gave you my heart. But the very next day, you fuck it away.

This year, to save me from bleeding, I WILL GIVE IT TO SOMEONE SPECIAL!

HAHAHA!

Friday, December 14, 2007

Still not very good at all...

I am still upset about my favourite band's disbandment.

It made me lose concentration on my common test papers.

I still couldn't get over it, while the others already have.

Why am I emotionally attached to them, even though I don't personally know them?

It is because of music. Their music drove me to learn more music than before.

It is because of them that I was able to re-embrace music in my life.

It is because of them that I was able to know the existence of music.

So, why must they be punished for the good deeds that they have done as a legitimate band?!

WHY? NAZE?!

なぜ?! なぜ?! なぜ?!

In time, I do hope that they will be able to continue, safely and healthily.

For now, I got to go. Tomorrow is the big day for me. EOY Anime@Expo is still on.

THE SHOW MUST GO ON!

From,
Alucard Yamada

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Endless Rain by X Japan

I'm walking in the rain
yuku ate mo naku kizutsuita karada nurashi
karamitsuku koori no zawameki
koroshi tsuzukete samayou itsu made mo
Until I can forget your love

nemuri wa mayaku tohou ni kureta
kokoro o shizuka ni tokasu
mai agaru ai o odorasete
furueru karada o kioku no bara ni tsutsumu
I keep my love for you to myself

* Endless rain, fall on my heart kokoro no kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness

Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me
You're just an illusion
When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep
I'm a rose blooming in the desert

It's a dream, I'm in love with you
madoromi dakishimete
* repeat
I awake from my dream
I can't find my way without you

The dream is over
koe ni naranai kotoba o kurikaeshite mo
takasugiru hai iro no kabe wasugi satta hi no
omoi o yume ni utsusu
Until I can forget you love
* repeat
Endless rain, let me stay
evermore in your heart
Let my heart take in your tears, take in your memories
* repeat

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

BeForU to Shut Down?! My goodness...

Seriously, this news is like WTF.

I can't believe that this band, of all bands, WHY MUST IT BE THEM?!

The truest of the true. The one band that had touched my heart (besides X Japan and Dream Theater).

THIS IS THE SHITS OF A LIFETIME!!!

Words can't describe how I am feeling right now.

No matter, I'll just have to explain it in a form of music.

I dedicate these songs to BeForU.

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Forever Love by X Japan

もう独りで歩けない
時代の風が強すぎて
Ah 傷つくことなんて
慣れたはず だけど今は...

Ah このまま抱きしめて 
濡れたままの心を
変わり続けるこの時代に
変わらない愛があるなら

Will you hold my heart
涙 受け止めて
もう壊れそうなAll my heart

Forever Love Forever Dream
溢れる想いだけが
激しく せつなく 時間を埋め尽くす
Oh, tell me why

All I see is blue in my heart

Will you stay with me
風が過ぎ去るまで
また溢れ出す All my tears

Forever Love Forever Dream
このままそばにいて
夜明けに震える心を抱きしめて
Oh Stay with me

Ah 全てが終ればいい
終わりのないこの夜に
Ah 失うものなんて
何もない 貴方 だけ

Forever Love Forever Dream
このままそばにいて
夜明けに震える心を抱きしめて

Ah Will you stay with me
風が過ぎ去るまで
もう誰よりもそばに

Forever Love Forever Dream
これ以上 歩けない
Oh Tell me why Oh Tell me true
教えて 生きる意味を

Forever Love Forever Dream
溢れる涙の中
輝く季節が 永遠に変わるまで
Forever Love


Translation:
I can't walk on my own any more
The winds of time are too strong
Ah, I should be used to
Getting hurt, but now...

Ah, just like this,
Hold my still damp heart
If unchanging love can exist
In these constantly changing times,

Will you hold my heart,
And catch my tears?
All my heart feels like it will break

Forever Love Forever Dream
Oh, tell me why
Only flowing emotions
Intensely and painfully fill these times

All I see is blue in my heart

Will you stay with me
As long as the wind blows?
All my tears overflow again

Forever Love Forever Dream
Stay by me, just like this
Holding my heart that shakes in the dawn
Oh stay with me

Ah, I wouldn't mind if everything were to end
In this night without end
Ah, I would lose nothing
All I have is you

Forever Love Forever Dream
Stay by me, just like this
Holding my heart that shakes in the dawn

Ah, will you stay with me
As long as the wind blows?
I don't want anyone else by my side

Forever Love Forever Dream
I can't walk any further
Oh, tell my why Oh, tell me true
Teach me the meaning of life

Forever Love Forever Dream
Within the flowing tears
Until the shining seasons change into eternity
Forever Love

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And one more song, above all:

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GRADUATION ~それぞれの明日~ by BeForU

キズついた時
あの泪もそっと薄れていった
振り返ればいつでも自分の居場所があったからかな?

歩いてゆこう
手を握ってそう
いつもそうだった 何があっても信じてた
まっすぐに見つめてた
遠い場所を…

互いに思いあう心があって
そして『信頼』(いみ)を持った
知らず知らずに助けられてた
深い絆(カタチ)だったから

何故か不思議なほど隠れてゆくの
辛かった記憶(こと)だけ
目に映るのは
素直になれた
心から笑えた記憶(こと)

勇気持とう
手を差し出そう!
いつもそう在りたい これからずっと 信じたい
まっすぐに見つめてる
あの場所まで…

何があっても
諦めなくて
肩よせ合って
ひとつになって…

どんな時でも
必死になって
わからなくて
悩んで…

どれも大切なキヲク…だ・か・ら
かけがえのない そんな日々を…
きっと忘れない
それぞれの未来(みち) 歩むとしても

歩いてゆこう
未来(あした)見つけよう
今から新しいスタート切って信じよう
まっすぐに いつかの遠い未来(ばしょ)まで…

忘れないで…


Translation:
GRADUATION ~Respective Tomorrows~
The tears from the time I was hurt
have softly faded away
When I look back at that, could it have been because there was always a place I belonged?

Let’s walk
Like we’re holding hands
It’s always just like that, whatever happened, we had faith,
We looked straight ahead of us
To that faraway place…

Our hearts both had the same feelings
and we had “meaning” (”faith”)
We were unconsciously helped
Because of the deep bonds we had

Somehow our painful memories were
the only thing we kept mysteriously hidden.
Reflected in your eyes
Were the unaffected memories
Of when we laughed from our the bottom of our hearts

Let’s have courage
and hold out our hands!
It’s how we always wanted to be, from now until forever, wanting to believe
looking straight ahead
To that place…

Whatever happened,
not giving up,
putting our shoulders together,
becoming one…

Whatever time it was,
becoming desperate,
Not understanding,
Worrying…

They’re all my precious memories… so,
There’s no substitute for them, those days…
Are something I’ll surely never forget
Even as we walk down our own respective paths to the future

Let’s walk
Let’s search for tomorrow
Because now we’re starting anew, let’s believe
We’ll go straight ahead, until we get to that faraway place in the future someday…

Don’t forget….

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Anyway, I'll just stop here for now.

Don't want to end up destroying myself because of this.

So, see ya later.

Take care.

From,
Alucard Yamada

Monday, December 3, 2007

December Love

Well, I'm so gonna look forward to lots of things this month.

First and foremost, there will be EOY Anime@Expo on December 15th.

And yes, I do hope to have a date with someone special on Christmas Day.

And by the way, do look out for me as Satoshi a.k.a. Ash Ketchum, OK?

Alright, I'll stop here for now.

Looking forward to lots of things!

From,
Alucard Yamada