A painful ordeal

Now, I just want to post this up because I have been missing my dearest Yunku for quite some time and I would like to say the following:

*I still love her with all my heart.
*I'll never give up even though I always missed the opportunity to talk to her.
*I desire to be there for her always.

And one more thing:

ATTN: Yunku

I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH!

I know that I haven't been there for you ever since your school term has started.

But I just want you to know that I still need you in my life.

It is because I still am truly in love with you.

And I am sorry.

Sorry for causing hurt to the both of us.

Sorry for the times that I fell asleep when you need me the most.

And one more thing, I'm sorry for being in a country far away from yours.

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And also, I dedicate this song to the both of us.

Will upload this song on imeem later.

Anyway, here are the lyrics. Thanks to MFoogle from beat+WINGS for the translations.

The song title is called: "PIECE IN LOVE" by Yusuke Sakai

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PIECE IN LOVE

歌：酒井悠介　作詞、曲：土屋陽輔　編曲：中山崇史



強き想いを抱いて　永遠の息吹を　PIECE IN LOVE

語り合った夢は数え切れず　この身体の中に流れて
一雫の涙でさえ　そう　愛に満ち溢れた欠片となって

舞い降りた奇跡に身を委ね　変わらぬ気持ちに全てを捧げて

強き想いを抱いて　未来を見上げよう
響き合う心には　永遠の息吹を

求め合った想いは　時を止めて　今を果てしなく感じて
記憶の一つに刻まれた　あなたのその姿に手を伸ばして

移り変わりの中で何を想って　帰れぬ昨日に別れを告げよう

白き翼を開いて　未来へ飛び立とう
巡り会うその時に　再びあなたを想うから

強き想いを抱いて　未来を見上げよう
響き合う心には　永遠の息吹を　PIECE IN LOVE

白き翼を開いて　未来へ飛び立とう
巡り会うその時に　再びあなたを想うから　PIECE IN LOVE

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Tsuyoki omoi wo idaite towa no ibuki wo PIECE IN LOVE

Katari atta yume wa kazoekirezu kono karada no naka ni nagarete
Hitoshizuku no namida de sae sou ai ni michi afureta kakera to natte

Mai orita kiseki ni mi wo yudane
Kawaranu kimochi ni subete wo sasagete

Tsuyoki omoi wo idaite mirai wo miageyou
Hibiki au kokoro ni wa towa no ibuki wo

Motome atta omoi wa toki wo tomete
Ima wo hateshinaku kanjite
Kioku no hitotsu ni kisamareta anata no sono sugata ni te wo nobashite

Utsurikawari no naka de nani wo omotte
Kaerenu kinou ni wakare wo tsugeyou

Shiroki tsubasa wo hiraite mirai e tobitatou
Meguriau sono toki ni futatabi anata wo omou kara

Tsuyoki omoi wo idaite mirai wo miageyou
Hibiki au kokoro ni wa towa no ibuki wo PIECE IN LOVE

Shiroki tsubasa wo hiraite mirai e tobitatou
Meguriau sono toki ni futatabi anata wo omou kara PIECE IN LOVE

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I'll embrace my strong feelings and piece my eternal breaths in love

My dreams that talked together are infinite and stream inside this body
Yeah, even one drop of a tear was so full of love. It became broken

Devote yourself to flying down on miracles; give up everything to identical feelings

Let’s embrace our strong feelings and admire the future
In our hearts echoing our eternal breathing together

Our thoughts that demanded each other stopped time
Felt without ending the present
And cut up just one memory
I reached out my hand to that shape of you

Let's feel something within the change and say goodbye to yesterday, who will never come back

Let's spread our white wings and take off towards the future
Since when I happened to come across you that time, I've had feelings for you once again

Let’s embrace our strong feelings and admire the future
In our hearts echoing our eternal breathing together
Piece in love

Let's spread our white wings and take off towards the future
Since when I happened to come across you that time, I've had feelings for you once again
Piece in love

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From,
Alucard Yamada
(Adam "Akado" Yamada)

Summer is Over, But I'm Still Right Here. 「夏の終わりがまだここにある」

Yes, it may be for a short while.

But we have a ultra great time over the summer.

Do you want to know why?

This is because she and I have come to realise that we actually have feelings for each other.

Even living in different continents cannot stop our love for each other.

However, summer is over and autumn starts.

Don't worry, dear. I will be stronger than ever.

And yeah, in order for this relationship to work, patience is the key.

And as I wrap up my post right here, here's my reminder of my resolutions for this year.

1) Need to buck up on my social life. PENDING
2) Have someone to be my girlfriend. PASSED
3) Get an ideal job, prefer night shift. PENDING
4) Maintain my friendships with people. BORDERLINE
5) MUST. START. ROCK BAND! PENDING

And also, here's a beautiful song by The Local Art.

It's called "Natsu no Owari ga Mada Koko ni Aru".

Meaning "Summer is Over, But I'm Still Right Here".

Anyway, enjoy!

And have a great semester, dear!
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「夏の終わりがまだここにある」
Performed by The Local Art
Lyrics and Music by Satoshi Okada

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夏の終わりがまだここにある
出会った頃に戻る約束
今でもずっと忘れてないよ
大切な友達

日差しが強い日だった
二人きり海岸沿い歩いていったのを
君は今も覚えているかい?

どんな季節に囲まれようとも
なんとなく過ぎゆく時間
あっという間に一年が咲いては散ってゆく

夏の終わりがまだここにある
時が僕らを塗り替えようとしても
今でもずっと忘れられない
大切な友達

出会った頃にリセットして
友達に戻ろうって言ったのはいいけど何故か
あれから一度も逢ってないね

今でも無償に君に逢いたくなる時があるんだ
妙に切なくなって君の全てを思い出したくなる

君への想いメロディーに乗せて
海岸沿いで奏でてみても
二度と戻らぬ同じ夏の日
君をなくしてから

時が経っても消えてくれない
良い事ばかり思い出すから
君への想い募るばかりだ
もうあの日々は来ないのに

ラララララララ
ラララララララ
ラララララララ
ラララララララ

夏の終わりがまだここにある
君に好きと言えないまま

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Natsu no owari ga mada koko ni aru
Deatta goro ni modoru yakusoku
Ima demo zutto wasuretenai yo
Taisetsu na todomachi

Hizashi ga tsuyoi hi data
Futarikiri kaigan zoi aruiteitta no wo
Kimi wa ima mo oboeteiru kai?

Donna kisetsu ni kakomareyou tomo
Nantonaku sugiyuku jikan
A tto iu ma ni ichinen ga saite wa chitteyuku

Natsu no owari ga mada koko ni aru
Toki ga bokura wo nurikaeyou toshite mo
Ima demo zutto wasurerarenai
Taisetsu na tomodachi

Deatta goro ni RESET shite
Tomodachi ni modorou tte itta no wa ii kedo nazeka
Arekara ichido mo attenai ne

Ima demo mushou ni kimi ni aitakunaru toki ga arun da
Myou ni setsunakunatte kimi no subete wo omoidashitakunaru

Kimi e no omoi MELODY ni nosete
Kaigan zoi de kanadetemite mo
Nido to modoranu onaji natsu no hi
Kimi wo nakushitekara

Toki ga tatte mo kietekurenai
Yoi koto bakari omoidasu kara
Kimi e no omoi tsunoru bakari da
Mou ano hibi wa konai no ni

La la la la la la la (x5)

Natsu no owari ga mada koko ni aru
Kimi ni suki to ienai mama
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A Survey

Starting time: 2115 hours
Name: Adam Akado Yamada
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 10
Height: 5'8" (173 cm)
Where do you live: Singapore
Favourite drinks: Root Beer, Ribena, Green Tea
Favourite breakfast: Cereal

Have you ever..
been on a plane: Yes
Swam in the ocean: Yes
Fallen asleep in school: Sometimes
Broken someone's heart: HELL NO!
Fell off your chair: Yes
Sat by the phone all night waiting someone to call: Yes
Save e-mails: Yes
What is your room like: Overcrowded.
What is right beside you: My honey! (as in a pot of honey)
What is the last thing you ate: Fish

Ever had
chicken pox: Yes
Sore throat: Yes
Stitches: Yes
Broken nose: Yes
Do you believe love at first sight: YES!
Like picnics: Yes
Who was, were the last person you danced with: no one
Last made you smile: Charlynn
You last yelled at: Some drunk idiot across the street

Today did you
Talked to someone you like: YES!
Kiss someone: Does virtually count?
Get sick: lovesick
Talk to ex: NO
Miss someone: YES!
Eat: Yes

Best feeling in the world: To love and feel loved.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Stuffed Bear.
Whats under your bed: Floor
Who do you really hate: None. Hatred begets more hatred.

What time is it now: 2125 hours

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: YES.
Do you have any siblings: Yes
Do you want children: Yes
Do you smile often: No
Do you like your hand writing: So-so
Are you toe nails painted: No.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep: hers
What colour shirt are you wearing now: White
What are you doing at 7pm yesterday: Having dinner

I can't wait till: Graduation.
When will you cry last: Not sure.
Are you a friendly person: Used to.
Do you have pet: Cat
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: My mother
Do you sleep with the TV on?: Yes.
What are u doing right now? : Talking to her.
Have you ever crawled through a window?: No

Can you handle the truth?: Sometimes
Are you too forgiving: Nope. Not forgiving enough.
Are you close to your father and mother?: Not really
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: no one.

5 things i was doing 10 years ago:
-Primary School
-In the soccer team
-Was a gangster
-Smart Aleck
-Aspiring Scientist

5 things on my to-do list today:
-Work
-Watch TV
-Talking to her
-Go to forums
-Manage my business

snacks i enjoy:
-Nachos
-Potato Chips
-Fries
-Cheezels
-Nuts

5 things I would do if were a billionaire:
-Set up my own company
-Get a Green Card
-To have a Cosplay Wedding
-Get Power and Respect
-Raise a family

5 of my bad habits:
-Being ruthless towards my enemies
-Biting my fingernails
-Laugh when I'm not supposed to
-Resort to violence if things don't work in my favor
-Prefers to go out rather than stay home


5 places i have lived in:
-Singapore
-Malaysia
-Indonesia
-Pulau Ubin
-Sentosa

I TAG:
-Charlynn
-Guan Chuan
-Sing Thai
-Kelvin
-Samantha