All it takes is a spark and you get...

...one's anger ready to explode in an entire post!

And for those of you who have no idea what I'm up against, go and fuck yourself. I'm not gonna bother explaining.

This is because there are people who have the nerve of not talking to me anymore.

Ya! I know that you people hate this type of guy. I know that you people despises this type of guy. And above all, I know that you people will not love a guy like me!

Whatever it is, if I don't have any more love in this world (family love does not count in the affairs of the heart.), I might as well say goodbye and "fly away".

So, please, whoever is reading this, please love me...

...I... am... slowly... transforming... into... something... I... don't... want... to... become...

So, please, please love me.....

...before... it's... too... late.....
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"Say Anything" by X-Japan

zawameki dake ga kokoro wo sashite
kikoenai mune no toiki
toki wo wasurete motome samayou
takanaru omoi nurashite

Run away from reality I've been crying in the dream
ka'ri tsuita toki ni furuete
yugande mienai kioku kasaneru
kanashimi ga kieru made

You say anything kizutsuke au kotoba demo
Say anything tachikirenai kokoro ni
You say anything Just tell me all your sweet lies
Say anything enji kirenai kokoro ni

If I can go back to where I've been
yume no naka ni dake ikite
owaranai ame ni nureru
nagareru namida wo hakujitsu yume ni somete

You say anything Whatever you like to say to me
Say anything You leave me out of my eyes
You say anything All I can hear is voice from dream
Say anything You can dry my every tear

akari no kieta On the stage hitori mitsumete
ta'risugita hibi ni dakareru
kowashite kure nani mo ka mo kazatta ai mo
toki no suna ni kieru made

You say anything kizutsuke au kotoba demo
Say anything tachikirenai kokoro ni
You say anything Just tell me all your sweet lies
Say anything enji kirenai kokoro ni

Close your eyes
and I'll kill you in the rain
kirei ni koroshi aeba
za'ka no bara ni umoreta
shijin no namida wa kioku ni nagasarete

Time may change my life
But my heart remains the same to you
Time may change your heart
My love for you never changes

You say anything kizutsuke au kotoba demo
Say anything tachi kirenai kokoro ni

You say anything... Say anything
Now you've gone away
Where can I go from here?
Say anything... Say anything...

I believed if time passes,everything turns into beauty
If the rain stop, tears clean the scars of memory
away.
Everything starts wearing fresh colours.
Every sound beginds playing a heartful melody.
Jealousy embellishes a page of epic.
Desire is embraced in a dream

But my mind is still in chaos and.............